How do you start a blog? A blog is both linear and limitless -- a starting point must be clear and yet not constraining. I've had other blogs. I started them with lists of rules, objectives, reasons for being. And over time those lists all became ill-fitting, which is why I say
I've had other blogs and not
I have.
Six weeks ago I was diagnosed with cervical cancer. Four weeks ago I had major surgery to get rid of it. Supposedly I am now cancer-free. Still, my head is full of what-ifs and if-onlys. I'm not yet recovered physically, and I think I'm only beginning to start recovering mentally.
So...
This time the blog is not the project. The project is myself. The blog is simply the record.
I'm going to risk sounding like a cancer-survivors' forum and say -- I've had a reality check, life is precious. I want to live and experience new things every day. Most of all I want to heal and move on with my life.
This is my project. There aren't any rules except to try to get healthy, try new things, learn and experiment and laugh a whole bunch while I'm doing it.
I have three whole months off now. We can also say this project is to prevent me from become cage-pacing with boredom. Or depressed with my lack of productivity. Or obsessed with internet gaming.
There. I started it.
By the way, it's called Canine Thespian because a dog who can act is most marvelous. Also, I think there should be an animal version of the Academy Awards or at least a category. Just saying...